Why write now?

Why post only when I'm feeling down?
What a waste of good feelings
Never to be posted
I wish I could get some more sleep
I wish my school work was complete for the week
I wish we were ready to move
We love love love our new house (a good feeling!)
I miss my Daddy so much
I'm starting my last year before turning 50!
Holy Crap!
Is that it?
My last day as a 48 year old
I don't want to feel yucky the entire day!
30 minute nap and off I go
I miss my Daddy . . .