Why write now?

Why post only when I'm feeling down?
What a waste of good feelings
Never to be posted
I wish I could get some more sleep
I wish my school work was complete for the week
I wish we were ready to move
We love love love our new house (a good feeling!)
I miss my Daddy so much
I'm starting my last year before turning 50!
Holy Crap!
Is that it?
My last day as a 48 year old
I don't want to feel yucky the entire day!
30 minute nap and off I go
I miss my Daddy . . .

Muramatsu

I bought a flute!
A beautiful, shiney, handmade Muramatsu flute.

My teacher told me about the Atlanta Flute Fair put on by the Atlanta Flute Club. I joined the club and went to the fair and bought a flute! Nancy was there to help me pick it out, to tell me if you will which one I sound better on. I do not sound good, let me tell you. The new flute did increase the notes I can play and has allowed me to feel more confident with my playing. However, I still have a long, long way to go.

That's ok. I play flute for me and me only if I have to. I am looking for a community group to play with though. That's a dream I'll hopefully fulfill one day.

The flute was a dream, a dream fulfilled.

It's coming

There's something better for you out there

Something wiser
Something sweeter
Something bluer or greener
Something taller or smaller
Something made just for you

It's meant to be
You will find it
and the bloody eye
will be whole again

The laughter and the twinkle
will return
and you will no longer wish
that hollywood would dissolve into thin air.

Ideal Protein

I FINALLY found a diet that works!
It's called Ideal Protein
Developed by a French doctor
For their athletes to lose fat but
not muscle.

I started it on December 9th 2009.
As of today I've lost 24.5 lbs!!
Whoo Hoo! I'm not starving
I'm not hungry
I'm not feeling deprived.

By this summer I "might" be
able to wear a decent looking
bathing suit

What do you think, self?
I think I'm so proud of YOU!

:)